I don't get it. Whenever I think I have a grip and have learned "whatever", something else crops up. Nothing hugely life changing or even a personal cost persay. But,"just one more thing" that I have only certain control over. Gawd, I crave mind/heart peace. I am exhausted. Literally, physically, and emotionally. I just want all to end. Ex wanted this divorce. However, I'm the one who filed. You cannot, in fairness, hold onto something that you know another does not want, feel, or hold dear anymore. It has "cost" me and my precious children.
The damn car. 2 days after divorce is filed and papers sent, ex wants my car. It's in his name and there's not much I can do about it. It was decided in September, at the Courthouse, that he was letting it be repossessed. Okay. I am filing Chapter 7 and ex, Chapter 13. No one can affor the loan. It goes away. Until I get an email late Tuesday night. Ex will take my car and we can switch to cars so I drive his lease. He'll make one more payment on that car before it is repo'd. What a guy...
I am angry. I've been played. I've been manipulated. And, of course, I must let him know what I want to do as soon as possible.
I. feel. ill. Used. Lied to. Again. Geezus. Will I *ever* grasp the man that he has become???
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